I have so much to tell you. I’ve begun in my head a hundred times in the last month, and to tell you even why I haven’t written anything down yet would be to give too much away in a post that’s really just a placeholder - a little note, like the texts I send my friends to say: “I read your message and I’ll reply when I have more headspace to give you the attention you deserve.”
Thinking about everything that’s changed in the last six weeks sends me to the verge of hysterical laughter. I have so much to tell.
I’m gathering my thoughts and my words. I’m thinking of how to even start, and what it means for you, and how to make this space be more for you. I’m thinking about how I’ve written in the past, and how I want to write in the future. I’m thinking about growing up and making room for change, and letting go of things that don’t work anymore - and how to hold things loosely without letting them go.
I have so much to tell, and I will. Just give me a minute to catch my breath.
xx
Faith
*me trying to pretend it’s totally fine and I’m not absolutely dying and actually hating you for the teaser instead of leaving me alone to be distracted by my life* love you, can’t wait for more
I look forward to reading this.